I had an extremely good day.

:)

Teen drama.

I've heard about teens in America are troublesome. I thought it was just a typical thing you know, that a teenager would do. But I never expected it to be something really big and ridiculous. Sex, prostitution, drugs, violence. Imagine that when you're a mother of a 14 year old. A mother of a 14 year old who sells her body for money, drugs and whatnot to be specific. I was appalled when I first saw a video of it in Dlisted. Here's the link- 15 year old wants a baby.

Here's the best part- They're actually proud of what they've done. They feel proud when they beat a person up. They feel good when they disappoint a parent. Seeing their parents cry and break down. They feel absolutely good about it. A girl has even laughed at the sight of her guardian break down when she confessed that she has had sex with over 30 men in her guardian's bed.

I mean seriously, why? I don't know. It's just crazy and absurd. Maybe it's the parent's fault. Not enough of discipline. Maybe a beating or two. In my opinion, I think it's actually right to beat your child when he/she has done something bad. To teach him/her a lesson. Most Asian parents beat their child and really, their child is actually very disciplined. But also, you need to know the limits as well. Don't go so far till your kids despise you. Until your kids does not know the meaning of "freedom". Don't go overboard till it's abuse. It's your rights to disagree to this statement but this is what I think. Don't go all over my comments saying this is wrong and this is right.

What is the world coming to?

Copy cat!

I think by now, you guys are incredibly sick of my rants and complains. But really, I have no power to it! I just need to comply with my ungodly needs. My teeth hurt, so give me some slack.

I have absolutely no tolerance for people that enjoy plagiarizing. I mean seriously, be original. Even if you do like something, be original. Don't just jump into the whole trend. I know a few that are just ignorant enough. They've became me! Absolutely everything that I do is their desire to comply. How they write, how they photograph, how they speak and how they do everything is exactly like ME. I'm not blowing my own trumpet but it's true and it's testing my patience.

It would be nice to see another side of yours that is actually, YOURS. Rather than mine. Maybe it's cause they're used to being around me. But that couldn't be, if that were to happen, I'd be like THEM! But I'm not, which is weird. I might just have to change my style and see whether or not I've been followed! Egads! This is especially tiring.

Long story short, I don't like another Mina.

Oh the pain

I am in terrible pain. My uterus is in the process to menstruate which hurts. My teeth are now becoming crooked and I might have to wear my braces AGAIN. I have to wear this sickeningly ungodly rubber contraption between my front and lower teeth. And my gums are swollen and big. It hurts, indescribably very much.


Please kill me.

Left a mark so tenderly.

The utmost incredible thing happened to me just now.
I sang to my little niece and..

She fell asleep so peacefully to my song amongst the noisy crowd.
Softens my heart and the feeling is just
indescribable.


"Baby baby, baby don't leave me. Ooh please don't leave me, all to myself."

<3

Concerned?

Due to the last two posts and more to come, I just want to say. Don't worry.

This is a usual act of stress. I will be feeling like myself in a few days after my period. Thank you for the concerns.

Beauty conscious

Honestly, I don't feel as beautiful as everyone says. I'm not being humble but really, I see myself as normal even though there are days when I feel very attractive. But nothing past, exotic or goddess like. Thank you for the kind words but I just feel like the same as everyone.

And now, I am in my PMS state. I feel like the ugliest creature. Whatever I wear, whatever I do, I feel ugly. I feel overweight and I feel sad. I regret wearing makeup. Now I feel that wearing makeup makes you feel beautiful. I'm self conscious when I don't have any eyeliner or mascara on me. But so to speak, I'm not wearing anymore makeup unless there's an event or something. Nothing than that. I don't want to be incompetent without makeup.

I feel too much.