I think today, I am invisible to the world. I do not play an important part. Actually, I do not play any part, at all. I am a nobody at this exact moment. I do things that are wrong at this exact moment. I best accept insults at this exact moment. I am Mina the Toy at this exact moment. You can play around with me and throw me when you are done and tired of me. I do one thing right at this exact moment, being in a foul mood. I do not need reassuring. I do not need any opinions. I do not need to be talked to. I do not need anyone to say Hello to me. I do not need any simplest act of gratitude, compassion, empathy or affection. That is what you people do, you put me aside and tear me apart. I know that the world does not revolve around me and you must be thinking I am selfish right now and I am not the only teenager that feels this way. But once you are in my shoes, you will know how hard it is for a bipolar to not feel this way. In this month, I have felt so many emotions and I just want it to end. I feel daft.

I wonder what I did wrong today. It was going perfectly fine until.. it happened. A sudden blast of confusion punched me in the face and wished me a Merry Christmas.

I can relate myself to this lonesome leaf.

Mimo. baby's big sister, in my popular saree.

marriage. a beautiful act of commitment. something i'd look forward to.. when i can commit.

pretty boy is sick and doesn't seem to look good. chin up, pretty boy :)

Milk is joy. Milk milk milk milk milk milk milk milk..

lost him once, don't intend on losing him twice. my anti social kitty :)

i adore mornings like this..

Baby drew what was on my wrist. it was quite insignificant yet significant playing in my part.

my brother. he's an amazing man and i love him so much

Sahira a.k.a Baby. My neighbor, she's the only one I can keep up with these few days. She's my guinea pig in some twisted way.